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The Promise of Good Health; Are We Jumping Off the Cliff in the U.S.?
By Kristina Kristen, CHD Guest Writer
In
the United States, many legislators and public health officials are
busy trying to make vaccines de facto compulsory—either by removing
parental/personal choice given by existing vaccine exemptions or by
imposing undue quarantines and fines on those who do not comply with the
Centers for Disease Control and Prevention’s (CDC’s) vaccine edicts.
Officials in California are seeking to override medical opinion about fitness for vaccination, while those in New York are mandating the measles-mumps-rubella (MMR) vaccine for 6-12-month-old infants for whom its safety and effectiveness “have not been established.”
The
U.S. has the very highest infant mortality rate of all industrialized
countries, with more American children dying at birth and in their first
year than in any other comparable nation—and more than half of those
who survive develop at least one chronic illness.
American
children would be better served if these officials—before imposing
questionable and draconian measures—studied child health outcomes in
Japan. With a population of 127 million, Japan has the healthiest
children and the very highest “healthy life expectancy” in the world—and
the least vaccinated children of any developed country. The U.S., in
contrast, has the developed world’s most aggressive vaccination schedule
in number and timing, starting at pregnancy, at birth and in the first
two years of life. Does this make U.S. children healthier? The clear
answer is no. The U.S. has the very highest infant mortality rate of all
industrialized countries, with more American children dying at birth and in their first year than in any other comparable nation—and more than half of
those who survive develop at least one chronic illness. Analysis of
real-world infant mortality and health results shows that U.S. vaccine
policy does not add up to a win for American children.
Japan and the U.S.; Two Different Vaccine Policies
In
1994, Japan transitioned away from mandated vaccination in public
health centers to voluntary vaccination in doctors’ offices, guided by
“the concept that it is better that vaccinations are performed by
children’s family doctors who are familiar with their health conditions.” The country created two categories of
non-compulsory vaccines: “routine” vaccines that the government covers
and “strongly recommends” but does not mandate, and additional
“voluntary” vaccines, generally paid for out-of-pocket. Unlike in the
U.S., Japan has no vaccine requirements for children entering preschool or elementary school.
Japan also banned the MMR vaccine in the same time frame, due to thousands of serious injuriesover a four-year period—producing an injury rate of one in 900 children that
was “over 2,000 times higher than the expected rate.” It initially
offered separate measles and rubella vaccines following its abandonment
of the MMR vaccine; Japan now recommends a combined measles-rubella (MR)
vaccine for routine use but still shuns the MMR. The mumps vaccine is
in the “voluntary” category.
Here are key differences between the Japanese and U.S. vaccine programs:
Japan has no vaccine mandates, instead recommending vaccines that (as discussed above) are either “routine” (covered by insurance) or “voluntary” (self-pay).
Japan does not vaccinate newborns with the hepatitis B (HepB) vaccine, unless the mother is hepatitis B positive.
Japan does not vaccinate pregnant mothers with the tetanus-diphtheria-acellular pertussis (Tdap) vaccine.
Japan does not give flu shots to pregnant mothers or to six-month-old infants.
Japan does not give the MMR vaccine, instead recommending an MR vaccine.
Japan does not require the human papillomavirus (HPV) vaccine.
No other developed country administers as many vaccine doses in the first two years of life.
In contrast, the U.S. vaccine schedule (see
Table 1) prescribes routine vaccination during pregnancy, calls for the
first HepB vaccine dose within 24 hours of birth—even though 99.9% of
pregnant women, upon testing, are hepatitis B negative, and follows up
with 20 to 22 vaccine doses in the first year alone. No other developed
country administers as many vaccine doses in the first two years of life.
The
HepB vaccine injects a newborn with a 250-microgram load of aluminum, a
neurotoxic and immune-toxic adjuvant used to provoke an immune
response. There are no studies to
back up the safety of exposing infants to such high levels of the
injected metal. In fact, the Food and Drug Administration’s (FDA’s)
upper limit for aluminum in intravenous (IV) fluids for newborns is far
lower at five micrograms per kilogram per day (mcg/kg/day)—and even at these levels, researchers have documented the potential for impaired neurologic development.
For an average newborn weighing 7.5 pounds, the HepB vaccine has over
15 times more aluminum than the FDA’s upper limit for IV solutions.
Unlike
Japan, the U.S. administers flu and Tdap vaccines to pregnant women
(during any trimester) and babies receive flu shots at six months of
age, continuing every single year thereafter. Manufacturers have never
tested the safety of flu shots administered during pregnancy, and the
FDA has never formally licensed any vaccines “specifically for use during pregnancy to protect the infant.”
Japan initially recommended the HPV vaccine but stopped doing so in 2013 after serious health problems prompted numerous lawsuits. Japanese researchers have since confirmed a temporal relationship between HPV vaccination and recipients’ development of symptoms.
U.S.
vaccine proponents claim the U.S. vaccine schedule is similar to
schedules in other developed countries, but this claim is inaccurate
upon scrutiny. Most other countries do not recommend vaccination during pregnancy, and very few vaccinate on the first day of life. This is important because the number, type and timing of exposure to vaccines can greatly influence their adverse impact on developing fetuses and newborns, who are particularly vulnerable to toxic exposures and early immune activation. Studies show that activation of
pregnant women’s immune systems can cause developmental problems in
their offspring. Why are pregnant women in the U.S. advised to protect
their developing fetuses by avoiding alcohol and mercury-containing tuna
fish, but actively prompted to receive immune-activating Tdap and flu
vaccines, which still contain mercury (in multi-dose vials) and other
untested substances?
Japan initially recommended the HPV vaccine but stopped doing so in 2013 after serious health problems prompted numerous lawsuits. Japanese researchers have since confirmed a temporal relationship between
HPV vaccination and recipients’ development of symptoms. U.S.
regulators have ignored these and similar reports and not only continue
to aggressively promote and even mandate the formerly optional HPV vaccine beginning in preadolescence but are now pushing it in adulthood. The Merck-manufactured HPV vaccine received fast-tracked approval from the FDA despite half of all clinical trial subjects reporting serious medical conditions within seven months.
Best and Worst: Two Different Infant Mortality Results
The CDC views infant mortality as one of the most important indicators of a society’s overall health. The agency should take note of Japan’s rate, which, at 2 infant deaths per 1,000 live births, is the second lowest in
the world, second only to the Principality of Monaco. In comparison,
almost three times as many American infants die (5.8 per 1,000 live
births), despite massive per capita spending on
health care for children (see Table 2). U.S. infant mortality ranks
behind 55 other countries and is worse than the rate in Latvia, Slovakia
or Cuba.
If vaccines save lives, why are American
children dying at a faster rate, and…dying younger compared to children
in 19 other wealthy countries—translating into a 57 percent greater risk
of death before reaching adulthood?
To reiterate,
the U.S. has the most aggressive vaccine schedule of developed countries
(administering the most vaccines the earliest). If vaccines save lives,
why are American children “dying at a faster rate, and…dying younger” compared to children in 19 other wealthy countries—translating into a “57 percent greater risk of death before
reaching adulthood”? Japanese children, who receive the fewest
vaccines—with no government mandates for vaccination—grow up to enjoy “long and vigorous” lives. International
infant mortality and health statistics and their correlation to
vaccination protocols show results that government and health officials
are ignoring at our children’s great peril.
Among the 20 countries with the world’s best infant mortality outcomes, only three countries (Hong Kong, Macau and Singapore) automatically administer the HepB vaccine to all newborns—governed by the rationale that hepatitis B infection is highly endemic in these countries. Most of the other 17 top-ranking countries—including Japan—give the HepB vaccine at birth only if
the mother is hepatitis B positive (Table 1). The U.S., with its
disgraceful #56 infant mortality ranking, gives the HepB vaccine to all
four million babies born annually despite a low incidence of hepatitis
B.
Is the U.S. Sacrificing Children’s Health for Profits?
Merck, the MMR vaccine’s manufacturer, is in court over MMR-related fraud. Whistleblowers allege the pharmaceutical giant rigged its efficacy data for the vaccine’s mumps component to ensure its continued market monopoly. The whistleblower evidence has given rise to two separate court cases. In addition, a CDC whistleblower has alleged the MMR vaccine increases autism risks in some children. Others have reported that the potential risk of permanent injury from the MMR vaccine dwarfs the risks of getting measles.
Why
do the FDA and CDC continue to endorse the problematic MMR vaccine
despite Merck’s implication in fraud over the vaccine’s safety and
efficacy? Why do U.S. legislators and government officials not demand a
better alternative, as Japan did over two decades ago? Why are U.S.
cities and states forcing Merck’s MMR vaccine on American children? Is
the U.S. government protecting children, or Merck? Why are U.S.
officials ignoring Japan’s exemplary model, which proves that the most
measured vaccination program in the industrialized world and “first-class sanitation and levels of nutrition” can produce optimal child health outcomes that are leading the world?
A
central tenet of a free and democratic society is the freedom to make
informed decisions about medical interventions that carry serious
potential risks. This includes the right to be apprised of benefits and risks—and the ability to say no. The Nuremberg Code of
ethics established the necessity of informed consent without “any
element of force, fraud, deceit, duress, over-reaching, or other
ulterior form of constraint or coercion.” Forcing the MMR vaccine, or
any other vaccine, on those who are uninformed or who do not consent
represents nothing less than medical tyranny.
*Article originally appeared at Children’s Health Defense. Reposted with permission.
See
the picture of the same entity. Some think he's good because he can
appear as an angel of light, while some say he's bad because he looks
horrible and has horns. Both are mostly deceived by the devil.
Lucifer is Satan and he is the proud evil one, the Prince of the air.
Satan is a subtle enticer and tempter: he is not bad because he looks
ugly, no; he doesn't look ugly - he is evil because his eyes and heart
and focus is evil and wicked and proud:
he doesn't come with a horn or an ugly face - but he disguises as an
angel of light, a caring friend, a rewarding master, or someone that has
your interest at heart.
He is smooth and sly, very strategic, a
master of fleshy desires and vanity, expert in tantalizing human nature,
he minds the things of men and opposes the things if GOD.
He
uses your desires, fears, ego, insecurity, ignorance, and vanity to
tempt and entice you away from the Will and instructions of GOD.
When GOD has an opinion, Satan will bring a contrary view that is
appealing to man's flesh- with a little twist of GOD'S opinion and
instructions. He seeks to corrupts everything one pinch at a time: a
little leaven leaveneth the whole lump.
Satan seeks to make the
abominable things to become normal to society. Be it lies, fornication,
sodomy, transgender, you name it; they are gradually becoming acceptable
norms.
Do not be deceived!
Good is not evil and evil is not good.
Bad is not good and good is not bad.
JESUS has conquered!! Love, humility, and wisdom from the WORD and
SPIRIT is our victory over Satan. Be sensitive - watch and pray.
Subtle enticer and tempter, the ultimate deceiver.
See two examples:
Adam and Eve; Gen 3:1-6.
Jesus Christ; Matt 4:1-11.
What's the difference?
Satan is the enemy/adversary and accuser of the brethren.
His desire for you is evil: to fall from true grace and perish: his
game is to steal, kill, destroy your soul, no matter what you think
you're gaining.
Satan is the father of lies, king of devils and evil spirits, and master or lord of sinners.
Do not make yourself a child of Satan, do not become or remain a slave
of sin by telling lies, living in unforgiveness, fornication, sodomy,
and practicing diverse sins.
Satan is the threshing rod; he can't do anything outside his limits.
JESUS CHRIST IS THE MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE! KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS!!
Surrender to JESUS and follow Him, so that Satan can be under your feet.
I washed Deborah's forest green Mustang 79 Ghia. It was sure dirty from the winter dirt and green moss. I wish we could store it in the garage but we don't have the room. I am still waiting for this mechanic to come and view it, so there is a chance it may be restored. My dear husband even vaccuumed the carpet and I washed the mats. I would love it if the car somehow represented suicide prevention and or/ mental health awareness. Deborah's dad purchased also a few tomato and pepper plants today. We re-potted them, and watered things we planted, such as tomatoes, and green onions, and strawberries. Everything is blooming or has bloomed. It is not likely to rain the rest of the week, so it was important to check on our garden today.
Tonight Deborah's dad wanted to go into emergency, at our local hospital. My daughter Sarah is with him right now, and advocating for him. I am happy he is not alone in there. Also please pray for a family who lost a teen son to an accident. He was riding his skateboard, and fell in front of a train. We are loosing too many young people. Please be safe and give special attention to your well being.
I am a member of the suicide prevention group on facebook, and a few others. It hurts me so much when people comment that they don't want to carry on anymore. How can we let them know that they matter to us, even if we haven't met them. Today, I went to get some deli meats at the John Volcan Academy, a rehab place in Surrey. One young man shared that he just had his mother here for a short visit, and how terribly he cried once she had to leave. Some of these young men (mostly) spend over a year in that place, with barely any interaction from the outside world. I prayed with the young man and reassured him, that he is wanted and needed, and he can start his life new once his term is over. He was so sweet, and encouraged me to come by more often. Here is their website
https://www.volken.org/our-approach/
Bichir took to Instagram Friday with two emotional posts following a coroner's report, which was released to the public.
"It is with courage, dignity and love for our Stefanie, that we confirm such information," wrote
Bichir, who began his relationship with Sherk in 2010. "It was our hope
that we would have some time to heal and grieve before we could talk
about this issue that affects way too many people around the globe. This
is a serious and, in many cases like ours, an invisible affliction that
corners human beings in a terrifying and dark place."
He
continued: "Depression has taken the lives of so many beautiful,
wonderful, talented people such as my beloved wife, Stefanie. The
nightmare that we have been through over the last several days will only
be eased if we succeed in taking our pain and sorrow out into the world
as an important message of awareness so, hopefully, other lives can be
saved."
Went to the graveside once again. There was more earth overturned, waiting for yet another body to be burried. We put fresh flowers on Deborah's grave. The birds were once again continuously singing without a care in the world. If only I could learn from them in the sense of trust. Our lives are still raw close to five years after the fact. Friends and foes have abandoned us. Internal spiritual strife continues, as we carry on with our almost seperate lives. Sharing feelings has become a big no no. Many get offended at any and every opportunity. Our aging bodies await further surgeries, such as dental, and knee and hips. It is amazing we are still here. Breathing, and occupying until He comes back for us. Lord it is too long to wait. Another Passover has come and gone. There is no new news under the sun. Tomorrow, a machinist who loves Mustangs will look at Deborah's 79 Mustang Ghia to see if he can restore it. I sure hope he can, and may it make a big impact for the awareness of mental health and suicide.
2019-04-28 10 am - 4 pmLocation: VanDusen Botanical GardenVanDusen Garden is open 10am-4pm during the sale, and there is free admission to the Garden on Plant Sale day.
The 41st Annual Plant Sale is April 28th from 10-4, and not only
offers thousands of plants for sale, but is a celebration of our love of
plants. Download the 2019 Plant Sale Catalogue here!
The VanDusen Plant Sale has a lasting legacy of greening
Vancouver, connecting people to plants, and increasing awareness of the
Gardens.
All proceeds from this sale are donated to the Vancouver Botanical Gardens Association.
For Plant Sale inquiries please contact Margie Knox at 604-261-1868
The woman who was found floating face down in the waters off
Gyro Beach Sunday afteroon has been identified as Caitlin Midori
Bradley.
Mounties identified Bradley, who according to her social media
account was most recently employed as a dancer at a local bar, in an
effort to determine her actions prior to her death and advance their
ongoing investigation. The 29-year-old is a resident of Surrey, though
friends say she’d called Kelowna home for awhile.
“Retracing Caitlin Bradley’s movements leading up to her death will
be one of the priorities for our investigators and we urge anyone who
may be able to assist us with this to contact us immediately,” said Cpl.
Jesse O’Donaghey spokesperson for the Kelowna RCMP, in a press release. READ MORE: BODY FOUND AT GYRO BEACH
“At this point in the investigation, although the Caitlin’s death has
not yet been officially classified, our investigators do not believe
criminality was involved.”
Friends and family have mourned Bradley on social media as news of hear death filtered out around the city.
“Rest In Paradise Caitlin .. Thank you for everything .. I wish I had
answered your last text,” said rapper ‘Lil Windex’, on an Instagram
post.
“No words right now. Just can’t believe your gone. ‘Til we meet again my friend,” said Les Darroux on another post.
Emergency personnel and investigators cleared from Kelowna’s Gyro
Beach late Monday, and the area was once again re-opened to the general
public.
It was just a day earlier when RCMP and emergency medical crews
rushed to Gyro Beach after they received a report of a person, floating
face down in the waters of Okanagan Lake just off the shore.
RCMP and the BC Coroners Service continue to investigate the
circumstances which surround Caitlin Bradley’s death, as police work to
establish a time line.
Anyone with any information is asked to contact the Kelowna RCMP at
250-762-3300. Or remain completely anonymous by calling Crime Stoppers
at 1-800-222-8477 or by leaving a tip online at www.crimestoppers.net
The "heart" God is speaking of IS NOT the muscle pumping the blood
throughout our body. The HEART that God speaks of is the "CENTER" of our
human body, the "MIND." It commands the many members of our body, and
it is the source of our "thoughts and feelings."
God told Adam
that in the day you DISOBEY ME, "...thou shalt SURELY DIE" (Genesis
2:17). A "heart" of stone cannot make choices that bring "life," but a
NEW HEART can! It is called...the NEW BIRTH, when we become "...A NEW
CREATURE: old things are PASSED AWAY; behold, ALL THINGS are become new"
(2 Cor. 5:17)!
A lawyer set himself on fire to protest climate change. Did anyone care?
David Buckel loved the natural world and had a lifelong commitment to environmental issues.
Illustration: Franziska Barczyk
David Buckel hoped his death would catalyze action. But what is
individual responsibility when confronted with the crisis of a rapidly
changing planet?
On
a recent Saturday in Brooklyn, against the unlikely backdrop of a huge
blue-and-white Ikea outlet, several dozen volunteers hand-churned
compost. Decomposing food scraps emit considerable heat, and the
6ft-tall compost heaps were warm to the touch. As shovels and pitchforks
pierced the compost, gusts of steam rolled off like fog.
A three-acre lot-turned-urban farm, the Red Hook Community Farms
contains the largest compost site in America powered entirely by
sustainable sources. During an orientation for new volunteers, one of
the site managers explained that the operation was the brainchild of a
lawyer-turned-environmentalist named David Buckel, who supervised it
until his death last year. He designed the site’s processes so it would run like clockwork, even in his absence.
A woman asked, hesitantly: “Is he the one who … self-immolated?”
“Yes,” the manager said.
He didn’t elaborate but said he considered the site Buckel’s legacy,
and that he and the other two managers felt honored to carry on its
work.
As the manager talked, a small wind turbine whizzed overhead. Energy
from the turbine, plus several solar panels, fed into a generator that
pumped air into the compost heaps not being churned by hand. On the
other side of the lot grew rows of spinach, kale, tomatoes and other
crops, which the farm sells or donates to food pantries.
Terry Kaelber, Buckel’s husband and companion of 34 years, often
volunteers at the compost site. When I asked him about the site, he
thought carefully, then said: “There is something very simple and pure
in coming together, in giving up your time, to take people’s food scraps
and do the work that will enable those scraps to be turned back, over
time, into food.”
The site was a microcosm, he said, of the kind of self-sustaining,
harmonious society Buckel wanted to build – the kind “I think in some
ways we all subconsciously long for”.
“I only wish,” he said, “that David had stuck it out.” Early on the morning of 14 April 2018, Buckel – a
60-year-old retired gay rights attorney – left his cozy,
garden-surrounded Brooklyn house and walked to nearby Prospect Park. He
made his way to a stretch of grass, where he emailed media outlets a
statement decrying humanity’s passivity in the face of pollution and
global warming.
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A few minutes later, he doused himself in gasoline and set himself on fire.
“Most humans on the planet now breathe air made unhealthy by fossil
fuels, and many die early deaths as a result,” his statement said. “[M]y
early death by fossil fuel reflects what we are doing to ourselves.”
With characteristic care, he also left a short note at the scene for
emergency personnel. “I am David Buckel and I just killed myself by fire
as a protest suicide,” he wrote. “I apologize to you for the mess.”
None of Buckel’s family or friends were aware of his intent, and we
will never know for certain whether pre-existing mental distress may
have contributed to his decision to take his life. But his writing made
it clear he viewed his death in political terms and hoped it would
galvanize mass action.
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His
statement referred to the Buddhist monks who have burned themselves to
death to protest against the occupation of Tibet. As someone who came of
age during the Vietnam war, he was also surely familiar with the iconic photograph of Thich Quang Duc,
a Saigon monk who self-immolated to protest against South Vietnamese
persecution of Buddhists. He may have also known of Norman Morrison, a
Quaker who killed himself in front of the Pentagon to protest against the Vietnam war.
Around the same period, Jan Palach,
a university student in Prague, self-immolated in an attempt to rally
Czechoslovaks against Soviet occupation. Before he died of his burns,
Palach said his target was less the Soviet regime itself than the
fatalism and despair he feared had overcome his fellow citizens.
Despite the risk of copycats, most people who have committed
political self-immolation have indicated that they hoped to inspire mass
mobilization, not further death.
Sometimes mobilization does come: when Mohamed Bouazizi,
an impoverished fruit vendor in Tunisia, set himself on fire in 2011 to
protest government corruption, it catalyzed a mass protest that toppled
the country’s dictatorship and inspired similar movements across the
Arab world.
It is difficult to say why some incidents of self-immolation are
perceived as mental health tragedies and others as considered political
acts; why some became enduring political iconography and others are
relegated to obscurity; and why some catalyze change and others don’t.
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Buckel
had led a distinguished legal career, and worked on famous cases
including the Nebraska hate crime that inspired the film Boys Don’t Cry;
for that reason, as well as the shocking circumstances of his death,
his death received national news coverage. But in a reactive 24-hour
news cycle, the story was rapidly buried by the ongoing drama of the
Mueller investigation and airstrikes on Syria.
The mass action Buckel had hoped for did not come. There was no
Prague spring or Tunisian revolution for the planet. Writing in the New
York Times less than a week later, the novelist Nathan Englander asked
why Buckel’s death received so little attention compared with the
“AR-15-level attention that we give the very worst among us”, mass
killers.
The muted response was probably, in part, an understandable reluctance to glorify suicide. A profile
of Buckel in the Times, investigating what might have driven a
seemingly healthy man to set himself on fire, acknowledged that the
question was mostly impossible to answer.
But perhaps there were even more fundamental, unresolvable questions
making otherwise sympathetic people uneasy: was Buckel’s death an act of
optimism, or surrender? And what is individual responsibility, when confronted by the seemingly insurmountable crisis of a rapidly changing planet? Buckel grew up in upstate New York, one of five
children; his father was an agricultural consultant and his mother a
florist. As a child he spent some time working on his relatives’ farm,
but he was troubled by the slaughter of animals and later became a
pescatarian.
He met Kaelber while living in Rochester, and they later moved to New
York, where they eventually settled near Prospect Park. They shared
their home with a lesbian couple with whom they were co-raising a
college-aged daughter.
Buckel loved the natural world and had a lifelong commitment to
environmental issues. His work as a lawyer, however, focused on poverty
law and LGBT rights. He spent the bulk of his career at Lambda Legal, an LGBT rights organization based in New York.
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In
the 1990s, when Buckel joined Lambda, LGBT rights were on shaky and
sometimes non-existent legal footing. Homosexuality was banned in the
military; some states still enforced sodomy laws; and most LGBT rights
organizations were focused on securing basic employment and housing
protections for gay people and fighting HIV/Aids discrimination.
Marriage was far, far away. The legal arm of the gay rights movement was
a long-shot insurgency, and attorneys working on LGBT issues sometimes
felt as if they were in a jurisprudential wild west.
“At the time it felt like, ‘There is no law here, there is no opening
for this – so we’re just going to make one,’” Beatrice Dohrn, a former
Lambda colleague of Buckel’s, told me. “Once gay rights had more legal
footing the landscape changed. But at the time we really were kind of
outlaws.”
It would be easy, and not totally incorrect, to describe Buckel –
fastidious in his habits and devoted to his work – as a strait-laced but
formidable lawyer who excelled at working within the system to change
it. In one sense, Dohrn said, he was. But that image would obscure his
anti-establishment streak. “That suit he always wore?” she said. “That
wasn’t David. That was something he forced himself into.”
“David was a funny person with a wry, and sharp, wit,” Suzanne
Goldberg, another former Lambda colleague, told me. In a parody of the
conventions of legal correspondence, he sometimes signed his documents
“DB/afq” – “David Buckel/another fucking queer”.
But he was also “a careful and deeply committed lawyer”, Goldberg
said – a “meticulous” person who brought intense sense of purpose to his
work. “He never lost sight of the fact that we were representing real
people, often with serious difficulties in their lives as a result of
discrimination or harassment.”
Although a private person, he radiated sincere interest in others.
When you were in conversation with him, Dohrn said, you felt as if you
were “the only person in the room”, so intense was his attention. He
would ask question after question about your life and interests,
listening carefully to the answers, then asking more. You could talk for
ages, and only later realize that you never learned anything about him.
At the time, advocating for LGBT rights meant navigating a legal
framework in which anti-gay logics were “baked in”, Dohrn said. Lawyers
and activists were sometimes forced to accept homophobic premises in
order to achieve tactical wins. “A lot of lawyers would look for
loopholes in the law, but we were like, ‘No, I don’t want to win that
way.’”
Buckel exemplified the second attitude. He believed in the
righteousness of the cause, and seemed buoyed by faith in human nature.
His refusal to compromise and his tendency to embrace uphill battles
sometimes vexed his more pragmatic colleagues. Evan Wolfson, a former
colleague, praised Buckel’s work but said he sometimes tended to
“categorical” or “rigid” thinking. He could be “very black-and-white,
very un-nuanced in his initial appraisals of things, and because he was
also very methodical and very serious, we would have to kind of reel him
back in, or open up a gradation, or try to persuade him to see a more
flexible alternative”.
His
support for pursuing cases in conservative states – Utah, Iowa,
Nebraska – considered poor soil for gay rights activism did, however,
lead to several landmark victories. And he was also ahead of the curve
in embracing issues – such as rights and protections for LGBT youth –
regarded at the time as tangential or tactically risky.
At the time, “the right wing was still very fixated on this idea that
we – gay people – were trying to indoctrinate young people”, Dohrn
said. To avoid encouraging that trope, gay groups tended to steer clear
of issues involving youth. Buckel, however, urged Lambda to take more
cases defending young people.
They included Nabozny v Podlesny (1996), which determined that schools have a duty to protect students from bullying because of their sexuality; and East High Gay Straight Alliance v Board of Education of Salt Lake City(1999), which overturned the school district’s “unwritten policy” against gay-friendly student groups. He also worked on Dale v Boy Scouts of America (2000), an unsuccessful attempt to force the organization to end its then ban on gay members.
He was also an early advocate for transgender rights, which Wolfson said he views as Buckel’s signature achievement at Lambda.
In 1993, in Nebraska, two men raped Brandon Teena, a 21-year-old
trans man. Teena reported the crime to the local sheriff’s department.
The sheriff not only failed to take the allegation seriously, but tipped
off the rapists, who murdered Teena and two witnesses.
The events inspired a 1998 documentary, The Brandon Teena Story, and
the 1999 film Boys Don’t Cry, for which Hilary Swank, portraying Teena,
won an Academy award for best actress.
With the support of Lambda and other organizations, Teena’s mother,
JoAnn Brandon, sued the sheriff’s office and county government. In 2001,
the Nebraska supreme court ruled that the sheriff had violated a duty
to protect Teena.
On the Teena case and others, Buckel’s talent for listening was
crucial to earning clients’ trust, Dohrn said; his most powerful weapon
was often his empathy. Buckel had always been a conservationist and he had
“a revulsion for excess consumption”, Dohrn said. He brought his lunch
to work every day in the blue plastic bag in which his morning paper was
delivered. When he was looking for a home in Brooklyn, he was
determined to find one near a park. He loved gardening and gave plants
as gifts.
When he retired from Lambda in 2008, it seemed like a good time to
devote himself to the environment. While working on grant applications,
he became interested in the Red Hook Community Farms. The lot had a
small compost site that he believed was underused. With the aid of a
grant from the sanitation department, he began expanding the operation
into one that could process several tons of compost a week.
He was determined to run the compost site,
now supported by the Brooklyn Botanic Garden and the city government,
using only human power and sustainable electricity. At the time it was
generally considered difficult, if not impossible, to run a large-scale
composting operation without significant help from machines. He threw
himself at the challenge of proving that thinking wrong, and succeeded.
“David often said that if he hadn’t become a lawyer he would have
become an engineer,” Kaelber said. “He loved puzzles. In this case the
puzzle was how to create a community composting site that didn’t have
rats and vermin, that didn’t smell, that didn’t have the negative things
people associate with composting. He believed it could be done.”
Domingo Morales, now one of the site’s managers, considers Buckel his
mentor. “He was the most intelligent person I’ve ever known,” he said.
His meticulousness was key to the site’s sustainability and scalability.
“Whenever David sent an email to someone it was always a page long. He
would answer all these questions that you might have.”
Buckel was always upbeat when talking to volunteers, but privately he
expressed more doubt. “He was realistic, in the sense that he knew we
were barely scratching the surface,” Morales said.
“There were times we would get into these discussions on the
environment,” Morales said, “and they would get very dark. I got the
sense from David that he didn’t really blame other people, but that he
kind of considered himself to blame. Any environmental injustice,
anything going wrong with the world – he didn’t just get mad at other
people, he was mad at himself.”
He walked a mile to work every day, to avoid using fossil fuels. He
was painstakingly frugal in his habits. He tinkered with the compost
processes for ever-greater efficiency. He seemed almost embarrassed of
his own life on earth – the space he occupied; the resources he expended
– and constantly sought new ways to offset what he viewed as his cost.
But it never felt like enough.
“I think some of David’s distress was just all that was going on,”
Kaelber said. “The gutting of the [Environmental Protection Agency]
since the election of Trump; the complete denial of climate change and
the science behind it; the fact that they want to open more and more
land to oil and gas drilling, instead of focusing on sustainable
solutions.”
During a conversation about two years before he died, Buckel asked
Morales what he thought of the self-immolating Tibetan monks. They
argued about the ethics of killing oneself as protest. Morales felt it
was a foolish method of protest, especially if someone is a parent or
spouse with obligations to living people, but Buckel felt it was an
honorable act, maybe the most honorable act one can do.
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None
of his friends or family noticed anything unusual in the days leading
up to his death, but Kaelber said he was upset by news that Scott
Pruitt, then head of the EPA, was rolling back numerous environmental
regulations.
Saturday 14 April was a mild day, good weather for composting, and
nothing seemed out of the ordinary. Early in the morning, Morales
remembers, “he texted me: ‘Hey, Domingo, I’m going to be out sick
today.’ The past couple months he had been training me to run the site
without him, but I thought nothing of it. So I said: ‘OK, cool, hope
you’re all right, feel better.’ Then a few minutes later he emailed me
the letter he sent the news outlets, with an additional note at the top
to me. He apologized for leaving the way he did, and leaving me with
this responsibility. He told me he was proud of me, personally and
successfully, and he ended with a little joke, saying I should hire some
temps. He was basically saying ‘the site must go on.’” Those who knew and loved Buckel wrestle with how to
talk about his death. At his memorial service, one of the women with
whom he and Kaelber were co-raising their daughter articulated the
dilemma: they didn’t want to ignore the deep personal desperation they
believe influenced his decision, but they also didn’t want to detract
from his dedication to causes that meant a lot to him.
His statement explaining his death is not a tightly argued, lawyerly
brief, peppered with dire statistics about global warming; although it
mentions pollution, the actual words “climate change” or “global
warming” do not appear. The letter often feels more like a statement of
frustration with human nature than about climate change, and reading it
buttresses the sense, expressed by some who knew him, that he might have
been using his political anxieties to rationalize a decision he had
already made.
“[My] privilege,” he wrote, is “feeling heavier than responsibility met.”
But
his concerns about the planet are clear; and, whether or not one agrees
with the decision, so was his explanation for his self-immolation.
“You know, it was a very conscious, deliberate choice he made,”
Kaelber told me. “Not that I was aware of it beforehand. But he never
did anything that wasn’t deliberate.”
Dohrn, his former colleague, said: “I don’t think we can treat his
death like it was a valiant, valid decision unaffected by things that
hopefully people will get care for.” But “if his death is going to
garner attention outside the immediate circle of people who are grieving
– if it is going to have a public component – then I think that public
component should reflect the issue he connected his death to”.
During her eulogy, Buckel’s niece, Carrie Bryant, said: “David, I promise you – we
promise you – that we will give voice to those who have been silenced;
we will give love to those who need it; we will tend to this, our
beloved great Earth; and we will honor you,” through “simple, individual
acts, as you so courageously did to make this world a more loving and
just place”.
She added: “This much we owe to you.” Buckel hoped his death would catalyze immediate
action. It didn’t. By apparent coincidence, however, the anniversary of
his death, however, will overlap with what could be the largest-ever
direct action over climate change. Extinction Rebellion, an international activist group, is planning a global wave of civil disobedience the week of 14 April.
Extinction Rebellion, and similar groups such as the Sunrise Movement,
believe mass civil disobedience is the most effective way to break
through passivity and pressure governments to take concrete action on
the climate.
As a dry run of sorts, members of Extinction Rebellion were recently arrested in New York for blocking Fifth Avenue. In London, members stripped
partly naked in parliament. Eve Mosher, a spokewoman, told me that the
group hopes for hundreds of headline-grabbing arrests this month. The
climate movement may be gaining momentum after all, even if Buckel
didn’t live to see it. Yesterday, at the site where he died, Extinction
Rebellion held a “funeral” for the species that have gone extinct
because of climate change.
From everything we understand, climate change is a tragedy of the
commons on a vast scale. Addressing it will require human beings do a
lot of things they aren’t naturally inclined to do, like make short-term
sacrifices for the sake of long-term common good: the UN’s
Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC) estimates
that as early as 2030 the earth may warm 1.5C (2.7F) over
pre-industrial levels – and that 1.5C is the highest level the planet
can sustain without entering the realm of the catastrophic. Just
limiting warming to that level will require, the IPCC said, mobilization
of a scale with “no documented historic precedent”.
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It’s a sobering thought, and it invites the kind of fatalism that Buckel hoped to fight against.
“I don’t think you can say he was either ‘pessimistic’ or
‘optimistic’” about human nature, Kaelber said. “He was more complicated
than that. He understood that humans are deeply flawed. I think what
drove him was how to inspire people to be their best selves.”
He added: “If people want to honor David’s life they should look at
how they can get involved, politically and in their own personal lives,
in combating climate change.” His voice cracked with emotion. “In the
thing that David wrote, the most meaningful part, to me, was: in the
aggregated acts of millions of individuals, that is how change is going to occur.” Guests of the memorial service received tree saplings. Perhaps in 10 years, Kaelber told me, he will go visit them all and see what they have become.
Buckel’s friends and family are also building a grove of trees on the
space where he died. They have planted some dogwoods, staggered to
bloom at different times. Kaelber hopes it will become a gathering place
for contemplation, but also a place where people might hold community
meetings to organize against global warming.
“He always loved trees,” Kaelber said. He hopes the site will become known as David’s Grove.
Beatrice Dohrn also told me a story about Buckel’s love of plants.
“You know, in 1997 I had a breakup that I grieved very hard, and David,
as if to cheer me up, gave me a jade plant. I’ve kept it for many, many
years, and at some point it almost died,” she said.
“It was down to a stump. But for some reason I didn’t give up on it.” •In the US, the National Suicide
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contacted on 116 123 or email jo@samaritans.org. In Australia, the
crisis support service Lifeline is 13 11 14. Other international suicide
helplines can be found at www.befrienders.org.
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