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Bill Holter:The End Of The System | Silver & Gold - Metals Draining
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Mark Holland discusses personal trauma in plea to make politics more compassionate
Tue, October 25, 2022 at 12:35 p.m.·3 min read
Government House Leader Mark Holland told a parliamentary committee Tuesday that politics has taken a deep personal toll on himself and his family. (Adrian Wyld/The Canadian Press - image credit)
Government House Leader Mark Holland told a parliamentary committee Tuesday that politics has taken a deep personal toll on himself and his family. (Adrian Wyld/The Canadian Press - image credit)
WARNING: This story contains discussion of suicide.
Government House Leader Mark Holland made an emotional plea for more compassion in politics Tuesday.
Appearing before the procedure and House affairs committee Tuesday to discuss the hybrid Parliament, Holland spoke about his traumatic relationship with his parents, his wife and children and his attempt to take his own life after losing his seat in the 2011 election.
"When I lost, because I had thrown my entire universe into this enterprise, to the expense of unfortunately a lot of other things I should have taken better care of. I was in a really desperate spot," Holland told the committee.
"I was told that I was toxic. The Conservatives hated me. No organization would hire me. My marriage failed. My space with my children was not in a good place and most particularly my passion — the thing I believed so ardently in ... the purpose of my life — was in ashes at my feet."
In an emotional speech before the committee, Holland discussed his own suicide attempt and his mother's suicide attempt.
"I'm not proud to say that I made an attempt on my life, at that moment in time. And that was the genesis of me starting to see my life very, very differently," Holland said.
"I had to reflect, in that moment, on my own mum through the course of the abuse she faced and her own attempt on her life and the impact that it had on me as a child.
"And so why do I say all of that? Because it took a lot in that moment to, I guess, understand … how I had to re-frame what I did. To understand the mistakes that I had made. And I came back to attempt to do things differently."
WATCH: Mark Holland on the toll of being an MP
Holland touts merits of hybrid Parliament
Holland said he struggled growing up in a household with a lot of abuse, with a low sense of self worth and a "very poor" relationship with a father who was obsessed with becoming somebody important.
"I struggled to get his attention, or feel that he saw me," Holland said. "I struggled in a household where there was a lot of abuse."
Holland said he may have decided to go into politics to find purpose in his life — "a calling" that he took "extremely seriously."
Holland said he threw himself into his work by attending every event and trying to do everything that was asked of him. In the process, he said, he "failed his family."
"I was not the father that I should have been. I did not maintain my personal relationships in the way in which I should and that's something that I can't take back," he said.
Holland said it would be better to approach the business of politics by trying to accommodate the individual situations of MPs and staffers so they can be more productive and resilient.
"If we create a place where people give more than they take, people who take more responsibility than they give blame ... This place needs to be more human, it needs to be more compassionate. Hybrid isn't an answer, but I submit that it's a start," Holland said.
After his speech, MPs on the committee continued to debate how much longer hybrid sittings should continue and how Parliament could vary its rules to allow MPs to participate in ways unique to their situations. Holland urged the MPs to recommend continued hybrid sittings as a way of showing compassion for one another.
A spokesperson from Holland's office refused to add details to Holland's testimony, telling CBC News by email that his speech before committee was planned.
"He spoke in very personal terms about his own experiences to encourage open and honest conversation and to illustrate the need for these changes. He has nothing further to add at this time," the spokesperson said.
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Mark Holland discusses Personal Trauma
https://ca.news.yahoo.com/mark-holland-discusses-personal-trauma-193526943.html
Saturday, October 29, 2022
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Deborah Gordon Rest In Peace, Our dear Daughter
I have not posted my daughter's video for a long tine. I keep getting information from the Cemetary staff to inform us of various meetings even on Holoween.. Discussions on death. I heard now you can even put 2 extra urns of ashes near her grave. Soon, we will not be able to take fresh flowers on her grave only a reef like around all previous Christmases.
We have been too busy with young grandchildren. Four all under the age of 4 and by next spring we will be having a 5th Grandbaby, a little girl to add to our quiver full.
I was sharing with my oldest daughter that Family is Everything, and we need to spend time together. No man/woman is an island. It is beautiful if the cousins grow up together.
I am deeply comitted to spreading the love that Deborah would, is she was still with us in the physical Realm. I have a facebook page.. Marika Bakajsza if anyone wishes to see some of my mosts there. It is primarily relevant posts to wake the population up from their slumber... are we on our 5th Covid Shot now... and inflation is at an all time high, and we know that so many more deaths are occurring among the Vaxxed... young people falling over with a heartache etc etc.. Stop believing the MSN, Main Stream News.. Get alternate news on Rumble or Telegram.. Be a seeker of truth. Spreak Love, call a loved one you havent talked to in a long time.
God will Bless you beyond all measure.. I love you.. It is happening..
Thursday, October 27, 2022
Restored Republic Today
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Wednesday, October 26, 2022
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Wednesday, October 19, 2022
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Monday, October 17, 2022
My Daughters Bench Uprooted and Gone
I went to Bear Creek Park where my beloved Daughter had a bench erected in her memory. We were shocked that the area where it should have been, was gated and piles of construction supplies were dumped. We searched nearby to see it they have placed it elsewhere but we did not find it. The entire area from being serene and calming was full of litter, and dust. I also did not recognize the neighbourhood visitors. I felt that I was in a third world country. We walked about a bit more and saw more arid patches in a once glorious park.
As soon as the park staff open this morning, I will call to find out what happened to Deborah's Bench that was so graciously fund raised by her friends and family.
Take care of your mental health. You are loved, you matter to me.
Saturday, October 15, 2022
Friday, October 14, 2022
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Thursday, October 13, 2022
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She was the lady recruiting young girls for Epstein who mostly ended up dead on Epstein Island
Wednesday, October 12, 2022
Restored Republic
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Tuesday, October 11, 2022
Restored Republic Update
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Monday, October 10, 2022
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Friday, October 7, 2022
Nick Flemming intel update
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Restored Reporting daily updates
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Thursday, October 6, 2022
I hope you are doing Well, and are Prepared
Apparently, ABC Boullion is out of silver!!! Amazon still sells the Kangaroos with the Queen on it.. stock up while you can. Get Food, Generator, water, and Love yourself and your family. This Movie will shortly end, and we will realize that it was not a movie, but real. There are people falling over from the Jabb, they turn their neck to the right in a circle, start moving their arms, and fall over.. truly like a Zombie Appocolypse. I wish I could forward you the film. Was on Ezra Cohen, on Telegram.. Also see what the W.H.O posted on Zombie Preparedness.. We can pray that people will be restored and healed. God did not intend for us be sick, or die. I will continue to post, as we are nearing the very of this movie. Stock market collapse, Biden Removed, Trump Arrested (remember you cannot arrest a sitting President). Keep your eyes on this and listen to the Restored Republic daily, as it will share where we can exchange our exotic currency. Subscribe also to Dinar Recaps on Google.. They will aslo post where the 1800 number to call to confirm and appointemtn the first 10 days of exchage.. see all of John Dowlings videos , on mr. Tumpastic, Nickholas Venvemeim (??).
Family is everything. You are powerful!! and Eternal
restored republic Oct 6
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Wednesday, October 5, 2022
Restored Republic
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Monday, October 3, 2022
Sunday, October 2, 2022
Just letting you Know! This week
Just a few sentences for you to read. As you know i had a stroke a year ago. Cant be long winded..
Tomorrow, stock market crash, Tuesday Bank Run, Then Trump declared Arrested... Remember they cannot arrest a sitting President..
By Tuesday We have an EBS, Emergency broadcast system.. that means Martial Law!!!!!!!
This Coming Friday will be Sept 22 all over again in the Julian Calendar.. We will make up the lost 10 days that they took away in the 1500's.
Prepare to hear the truth. The Truth will set us free. I love you all very much....
Saturday, October 1, 2022
NIck Flemming Today's Report
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Latest Restored Republic- no issue on weekend
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