Many of you may not have seen a picture of the girl I lost. The girl who took her life. The second Anniversary is coming up on August 18th. Friends of hers have already made plans to attend the park beneath the bridge where she was found. I cannot attend, as my heart is too weak, and I don't want to get too sick with emotion. Life is very brief, and we must hold on to our love's loosely. I frankly wish to hide that day, somewhere, or just be gone for the day. I am reminded of my loss daily. I have now been forever associated with this event, this destiny that she choose. There are countless of lives lost daily to suicide, homicide, and overdose. May the surviving families be cared for and treated with utmost kindness, as they are frail. This Sunday we are attending a BBQ at the funeral home where Deborah is sleeping. If I don't attend it could be a multitude of reasons why.
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