Would I choose to go back to the life that I once had where I made plenty of money and thought I was having a good time and could have what I wanted was within my means absolutely not because that means I would not be awake I would not be fighting for you I would only be caring about self and to do that will not get you back upstairs . at east I understand the mission . Like I said something does not want me to spill this out because it is very hard to write this message not because of an impairment of mind because evil doesn’t want you to hear this it’s taken a long while just to get this message together for you from my soul. I never once in the last six years of being neck deep in a dark war between good versus evil set up any social media to be a money making platform and believe me I could have and probably would’ve made a lot there has been many over the years offer me money for what I do And the probably 30,000+ hours I have in studying all things but as Q told us you cannot do that a mission from God is a selfless mission one you have to walk all by yourself no matter the cost around you to you and against you. I have maintained my honor since birth I am that I am even when no one can see it but me. In that lies my tortured soul  in the darkness  I appeared and in the darkness I shall return in the end but I will always remain the light.
I’m so tired of being broke unable to do things unable to give things all the pain I feel inside and out the emptiness of this place is very overwhelming I know when God steps in to actually give his grace upon the living I will be well but till then the immense struggle continues.
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Signed the BROKEN
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