Thursday, August 4, 2016

Called my Mom

I phoned my mom in Florida today, at the home she is staying at. She sounded bothered by a man who would sing the same songs over and over again in Hungarian.. She told me he was 100 yrs old, and he would not shut his mouth. I tried to explain that it was likely his medical condition or dementia that he wasn't listening. My mom was agitated that she could not leave the place. She said, if she could she would walk out of there. I mentioned to her to sit with more pleasant company, and maybe crochet. She said that the people are not friendly, and they don't care about her. When I told her that her long time friend in Hungary had major surgery, she did not respond. It leaves us to wonder how this Lewy Body Disease that she has will impact her even more down the road.
When I look around me, my East Indian neighbors have given their car to their grandson, as they both have vision problems with age.  Many need hip or knee replacement surgeries, including myself. I have trouble getting in and out of a car that is low to the ground now. I see others who had spleen and stomach's removed due to cancer. I know of a family where the husband has intestinal cancer. Very many though have mental illness, that this blog wishes to focus on, as it is an unseen illness of the mind that is so very daunting. The repercussions are life changing. As I see more and more young people die of drug overdose, alcohol poisoning, and fentanyl usage, I truly believe that we are seeing the sorrceries (sorcery) that the bible speaks of how it will be like the days of Noah in the last days.. You see, the definition of sorceries is pharmaceutical. We are a drugged up nation, and we can't get around it. We want to live pain free, as well as free of our realities.
We have fallen hard from grace and the love of God. We have turned our backs on the One that really matters. I too find myself watching stupid television shows like the Bachelor/ and lately spent a couple of hours watching 'Big Brother'.. letting the enemy in, who steels our time away from the Lord. By not fellow shipping with the Lord, we are fellow-shipping with the devil, that simple.  We are on the verge of falling asleep like the 10 virgins did in the bible.. How can we hope to be Brides, if we are not even going to make it as the Guests (virgins)?????????????????
Families are in chaos, cold as ice towards each other. Mothers, kill their unborn babies, mothers don't say anything when their partners abuse their children, Father's are non existent often physically, or as providers or emotional support. The family unit is broken because of our sinful nature, and we have not repented daily.. We like sitting in our sloth, and vomit. We don't want to change, we only want to change others.  Isn't this typical? We don't want to believe that our desires will never be satisfied down here on earth, and that our real home isn't here. So we run after our dreams which lead to ruins without God.

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