Personal Update

Sorry that I have not been attending to my blog lately. I suppose it is one of those dry, dessert periods where one cannot share as much as one would like. A clue would be that we are likely going to downsize into a 55 plus home and this very idea has brought out all kinds of feelings in everyone. I have been cleaning and scrubbing and throwing out things. I feel like throwing out the cat as well, since she has destroyed some good furniture but it is after all Deborah's cat Moonshies mother. We found an economical townhouse that is part of a housing society and works sort of like a co-op.
The hard thing is that not everyone has brought into this, and the family is in turmoil once again.

Tomorrow evening I will be the guest speaker at a Hospice Society about being a survivor of suicide for the last 5 years.. Yes, the big day is coming up once again.. August 18th. In 2014 was the last day we saw Deborah. After work she headed for the Patullo Bridge. I am forever greateful for her life with us, and that we found her body on the shores. I know of a sister, whose brother is still presumed missing and was last seen swimming into the cold Fraser River.
I'm sure you have heard the word suicide more than a few times in the last news reports with Epstein. Some have stated that he was removed from his cell with the pretense of suicide... by his illuminati friends. What do you think? Maybe the previous attempt of his suicide was just to condition us into thinking that indeed this was going to be his 'end'; and in a week or so 'He did die' by self murder with no camera's rolling, and no guards watching him.. in a suicide watch cell???? God help us with all the very very difficult times we are in.
Please be kind to all and ask them about their mental health. Life is very difficult at best. Live as if there is a God as Jordan Peterson would say.