I am watching a movie called 'Menendez: Blood Brothers" These two killed both their parents. I hope they are put away for a very long time. Imagine Father's day and Mother's day knowing you ended your paarent's lives. Mental illness must have payed a role in this, as one of the brother's attended to a psychiatrist and confessed the murder to him. Homicide is another topic that is hard to understand. In fact, I dont believe it could be understood.
I worked hard spring cleaning today. Hubby helped a great deal. The house was a complete mess. We cleaned light fixtures, floors, windows and so much more. Tomorrow, a BBQ with family will make it a memorable day. The pain of Deborah missing is still huge. Her friends no longer keep in touch, and have moved on. A single family still visits periodically. The silence is sometimes unbearable. You feel like an outcast and undesireable.
It is ok, however, no pain is unbearable compared to what our Lord suffered on the cross. My husband sent me out to a church bazzar to have an outing before our long day began. I spent a little change on a cannery pot, a pet gate incase we need it in the future, some lovely cotton table cloths and blankets that I have washed and will display at our dinner tomorrow. I even bought a blood pressure gage, but it may not be working. I did not even bargain. I know the money will go to good causes. I don't feel right about bargaining with fellow beilievers, nor is it right. I have found a place for a 5 ft mirror to illuminate our dining area even more. I bought this mirror at a former garage sale. I love light.
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