Thank You

Thank you so much to my followers on this blog. Somehow, with over 9,000 views last month alone I am getting into realizing the significance of our relationship. You are my unseen friends, and I appreciate you all. I know, sometimes I'm all over the place, end times, mental health, drug addiction, family, politics, weather changes. However, I sense that you are patient with me and don't mind me straying from SUICIDE, which is the topic that started this blog.
It is a heavy subject. We just survived my daughter's would be 22nd birthday. The house is full of flowers, you should see it. The three surviving sisters went together to the cemetery on March 14th. The same friends who have visited with us monthly with a meal, since her passing showed up, yet once again. They popped into my messy home, brought us sandwiches, juice, nourishment, flowers, small gifts to the children, and most of all their presence. Deborah's sisters took time off their work to be together this day. I even got some tulips from the girls, since it was I who brought forth Deborah at Lion's Gate Hospital, that evening with a lady physician. I laboured in pain from 7 pm till after 10 pm. We drove to a hospital that had a nice big bathtub and I poured sea salt into it. It was miraculous, in that I had no back labour pain. The water seemed to have taken all the pain away while I stayed in the water. I recommend water birth to anyone who is willing to go unconventional. I HAD NO LABOUR PAIN in the WATER. only after I left the water did I get cold and tightened up. Had I prepared for a water birth, I surely would have stayed in there till the birth.
Other friends have shyed away from us, since Deborah left us, but I thank you, my readers online that you too have been a constant; a reason to carry on. I just pray that you take away some nuggets of truth, and hope, and reflections to make your world better, your homes a better place. Thank you.